18/03/2026
I have never shown the very 1st memorial items i made publicly. and honestly its a very dark memory for me so I usually side step the subject all together, every now and then i will get him out and just hold him in my hand and for the moment I let myself feel every moment I lost. I never got to hear your laugh or see you smile but I can picture in my mind how it would sound but I will never be sure, is it like ur big brother leos deep and mischievous? maybe to your big sister peyton little bit naughty and like you know she stole the cake kinda laugh, a mix of the two perhaps? you are never forgotten my boy, 17 weeks i carried you, a lifetime i will love you 🥰 grief there is no time limit
