03/24/2021
Feels like I'm Numb,
To everything except the beat of the drum,
Bobbing my head under the heat of the sun,
Smoking re**er for the fun,
Watch the elevator meters run,
We've been building since we begun,
Melodies we sung,
Each one teach one,
As soon as it reach, she's sprung,
Few and far between,
Too many people dumb,
Especially in the slums we come from,
Feels like,
I'm on fire in the rain,
Right beside insane,
Barbwire in my brain,
Picture the size of this frame,
N***a ain't you sick of being sick and tired of these flames,
N***as ain't tired of these chains,
Sell what's most precious just for nice things,
But who am I to complain,
I'll just protect mine and maintain,
Mama,
Look at what I became,
I know it hurt you to your heart when I changed my name,
But destiny brings aim,
So embrace the pain,
We only got God to blame,
Now that I'm older, I be thinking like Noah,
On board in the flood 'til the storm pass me over,
Floating a boat loaded with soldiers,
Holding on ropes lowered by the Sole Controller,
To motivate I jump start my motor,,
Navigate wide eyed like I'm supposed to,
Long way to go,
I'm just trying to get closer,
Can only get but so far without closure,
I'm merciful but got a brother who will roast ya
Tie you to a stick on fire,
Prod you with pokers,
Best to let Rahim scold ya,
N***as in the way,
F**k is you standing in the door for,
The brightest lights just pass you by,
You know why,
The frequencies are too high,
Reason you was thinking you was born to die,
Reject the truth , quick to believe lies,
With the eye of an eagle,
I just thread my needle,
Knit this quilt, stitch a spread for my people,
Teach to seek to feel equal,
I know you hate to hear it but Amerikkka is the real evil!
NUMB!