10/11/2021
Remember when we were so excited about the 20's? All the glitz and glam? Parties and friends? I think in part that's what I love about making little beautiful things now. Because instead of walking into a new decade with excitement and joy, we've all been through something incredibly truamatic. Early on in the pandemic I hired a therapist and it was the most helpful thing I've ever done for myself. I've seen her weekly for over a year and a half now. She's walked with me through frozen truama brain as I faced the early days of pandemic and my mind snapped back into the superhighway of unhelpful thinking that I had created as a child. She helped me identify an ADHD diagnosis and how my brain is different and beautiful. She helped me work through PTSD as I realized I was pregnant, and the crazy hormones stepped up and my OCD tendencies paired with anxiety meant I couldn't unspin my own webs. She helped me make really hard decisions that helped me feed my newborn AND be a present wife and mother. And she kept asking every week if I've had enough sleep, water, food and time to myself. As I emerged from the fog, I've found that making things helps me in ways I still don't understand. It grounds me and allows me to process as I do repetitive tasks. It gives me space to be silent and unmoving. And the end result is just so fun. And now with a fun pair of earrings and a mask minder, instead of remembering my sensory issues as I walk into a building and put on a mask, I feel a bit of beauty and individuality. I've made a few extra beauties because maybe you need some of these grounding things too. It brings me great joy to know that I can help you in this season. As usual link in bio. And it wouldn't be a proper ADHD moment if I didn't show up to the party a day late. 🤗