07/13/2024
Well it’s been a another crazy weird upsetting and frustrating year,but it’s because my life has made so many big changes I can’t keep up with the bu****it. It just amazes me when ppl are a different person in the light as they are in the dark. I am not perfect and I am a private person but what you see is what you get. I am honest ,carrying , helpful , hard worker, independent , reliable working on that one little bit. I am one of the good ppl
In the world . I’ll help if anybody need anything.I’ll give you my last piece of bread even if I need that bread cause I didn’t eat. I’ll give it to you. You were my friend or my boyfriend or my husband, my coworker or my client ! certain people bring out the worst in you and I feel like they intentionally try to do it. They want to bring you down. To make them feel better about them selfs.There’s other people when you call them out on three s**t! Show there true light to you and it’s not good it so they changes everything around turn around on you like you were the one that did wrong, I love that. I’m not a liar. I’m not a user. I’m not a trounle maker and I am not a bitch at heart .I’m not a fool and I’m far from being a downer. I may be a blonde, but I’m far from dumb and I’m tired of being underestimated !!! One of my best friends. Said “people underestimate you!”?even my husband one time, I’m stronger than ever. Yeah I have emotions. Of course I do lost my husband after 30 years and had many bad things happen past five years.why can’t we act like adults not kids in high school. Why do they not act like adults. If you did something wrong take ownership of it and make it right. Don’t make it worse for all involved we all make seats. We make wrong decisions. We don’t do things sometimes don’t put all the blame on somebody who created the situation who did the thing enough enough like I’m tired of being a doormat. I’m tired of being a scapegoat, whatever you wanna call right now, and you know I had a lot of people in my life a couple years ago. I got you out now and that’s hard sometimes sometimes sometimes life for me all this part of my chapter can’t be real real real real. Why can’t they be kind anymore nice to each other anymore?! This world is a hard enough place to live in right now that we don’t need these other people in the world. We really do need to change the way we treat others whether or being your spouse, your friend a Stranger a coworker?!?? just find ignorance everywhere, ignorant, and no personal interactions and she’s a cold world a cold!! We have the whole world out there we already have to deal with that we don’t need these ppl in our world! I’m out to figure out life at 55 !
Have a great weekend all!🦋💜🙏🌻🤔🌹🥰