12/19/2025
I’ve had a lot on my mind lately, cause I’m trying to be an adult, but I was never able to grow up and learn how to do stuff for myself has a teenager. I was raised by a helicopter 🚁 parent, I no later have any connect with. She made her choice to choose a man, only a few years old there her own son… and still money from him and his family… and than have the audacity to still money from her daughter…. And tries to make her daughter have a full on panic attack at her place of work. 2025 has touch me a lot of things… but I know that’s I still have a lot to learn in 2026. I will not be allowing people to walk over me at all in the year 2026, and for the rest of December 2025. I am learning how to be independent…, and it’s been kind of a hard transition start for me. I know that I’m not the best at explaining how I’m feeling in the moment. My childhood was full of anxiety and depression, that’s I don’t even know I had them until I was an adult… and I have been told by doctors that I have anxiety…. I am pretty sure that I have depression, but I have not seen a doctor or a therapist about it. I also think I can have BPD, and/or Austim but I have never been diagnosed or done anything tests to find out. All I know is that I have a processing disorder, that makes me take longer to process the information in my brain than other people. I am also working on separation anxiety., and the feeling of being abandoned, because of what happened in my childhood. I am working on trust issues too. Sometimes we all just smile cause no one else really cares about what’s going on in your mind. But there are people out there that are just like you in someway or other and they choose to help you through the hard times…, in the best way that they know how to. I am looking forward to what kind of healing the new year brings to me. I’m am proud of we were I am, but I also know that I have a long way to go before I’m with feeling like I’ve had a chance to heal.
My name is Rae…. She/They pronouns. I’m gender-fluid, Demi girl, polyamorous, pansexual, nonbinary, androgynous.
Taken: 💚💜 07/14/2021 💜💚
Actively looking for a girlfriend for me and my man.
I’m a stoner chick, and I enjoy drinking 🍷, I drink socially.
My bf and I have a dog named Panda.
This is my life and I will always choose to live it the way I want to. I got the most shocking thing saying to me on thanksgiving day, by my grandma…, she is her late seventies. So when she said we be whatever you want to be, it made me feel wholesome…. She is the last grandparent I have left. She had seen a post on my page, that I posted about who I am.
